6 months....a half year.
I lost my baby Livvi 6 months ago.
Time flies even if you aren't having fun..
Her due date is 30 days away...and I'm anxious.
I want to be pregnant again.
I want to memorialize her.
I want my living daughter to enjoy that day despite my sadness.
6 months later...
I still would do anything to have that pregnancy back.
I should have a big huge belly...I want that
Big
Huge
Belly.
Xoxo my little love.
3 comments:
Crazy. It is funny how time just keeps zooming by even when you don't want it to.
I am sorry. You are not alone to think about it. I still think about my miscarriages everyday. You would think that with two beautiful boys, that it would not be such a big deal. but it is.
I am sending nothing but good thoughts and big hugs.
Thinking of you Chan. I'm so sorry for your loss. :-( I am thinking of you and hoping and praying for you too! Love you!
I am not sure how I came upon your post but I do feel I should pass on information. I too have been in your shoes and also lived it from the other side being the mother of a daughter who struggles with fertility. I must start off with, she has twins now. I see you were also blessed with a healthy daughter. I know this doesn't come up very often but have you checked to see if you have Celiac Disease? We never thought about it, but it can effect getting pregnant and having an embryo stick. It makes the enviroment of the uterus unhabitable. Its just a thought. Get tested and see. Also you really do need to stay positive and rememeber it does have an effect on how your body reacts to a pregnancy. I don't know you from eve but maybe try acupuncture, as well as positive affirmations on a daily bases. just focus on the baby and a safe place to grow. Changing your diet has a lot to do with it. Keep your feet warm, stay away from cold foods, i.e. ice, ice cream. i believe in the Eastern medicine way of life and i have helped many people with my advise. I also believe in God and he has a reason for everything. We don't understand it, but we must just let him decided for us. Please take care of your daughter and be happy with her and your husband, they are gifts from God. I feel deep down in my soul you will be pregnant very soon. I pray for you and your family. Also knowing exactly how you feel, do not get a due date for your next BFP. Wait 3 months and stay positive. IT will happen.
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